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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Childhood pics
Hee... some pics from childhood. Closewise from left: Me in a tube top: probably the only one i had n the only time i wore, big head, sitting at the steps , smiling from my old sofa, ketchup stained lips from eating kfc. Do i look cute? Hahaz
Lost soul buried her memories on
10:34 PM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Oh man... my frequency and lifestyle is like switching so fast... caught me overwhelmed... Just last wk at this time i'm still stuggling with 3 more papers... dying for exams to end... now i've completed 2 days of work. Feeling so weird... Lost soul buried her memories on
Monday, November 28, 2005
Lost soul buried her memories on
Sunday, November 27, 2005
hmmm... my choc pie seems to be too soft... n too sweet... shall not add whipped cream next time. Lost soul buried her memories on
Saturday, November 26, 2005
I finally went swimming alone today! Hee... luckily it didn't rain... it was very cooling man... cos the weather was good... did 20 laps... hope to do it more often... cos i'll only be free to swim on wkends liaoz... Lost soul buried her memories on
Friday, November 25, 2005
oh man... econs was really tough man... can feel that the standard is much higher. But generally i find it quite do-able... except for some parts which i'm unsure... but dunno if i made any mistakes... hopefully can do well... Lost soul buried her memories on
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Back in the place which swears by uniquely singapore...
It feels normal to be back... yet it feels weird... hahaz... i guess it's normal cos it's somewhere i've spent 7 months in... but weird cos i'm alr used to life drifting ard in sch... having breaks... rushing home for afternoon naps... hahaz...
Yah... n normally boredom only comes in after the initial excitement wears off... but there's no initial excitement this time... i'm bored alr... n lonely... no goofing ard with my dear temp friends... wish that i'm slacking at home instead... the only consolation is money... it really makes pple do things we dun like ar?Haha... making it sound so serious.
This time round i'm helping out with the recruitment of the MAs... currently preparing for it... but think i'm gonna miss the assessment centre... sighz... though it's not like v interesting... i like to do things in which there's planning, execution n conclusion... but i'm gonna miss the execution part cos of harmoc camp...
Today felt less sian than yest... but still quite sian... hahaz... gosh! I should be better to myself.
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Neoprints
Acting cool in winter... meng acting spaz... hahaz
I'm a cute santarina... hee hee.. look at meng showing funny face again.
Eating ice cream!
Acting cute.
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Result of Choc Pie + Chilling + My 1st eye brow trimming
Hahaz... went orchard and suntec with meng today.. bought a sea-shell necklace + bracelet and hairband. Saw a tote bag at taka which is quite nice... maybe buy when sch is starting bah... Went marche for early dinner... We ate 2 crepes, a rosti with sausage, clamari and shop shell crap... total was like 50 plus bucks... not worth it i think... cos not v enjoyable... n got kinda sick of the crepes.
We took neo-print too... n as long as nobody puts in coins after u... we can decorate as long as we want... hehe... very nice... shall scan and post it anyother time...
Hee... then came our 1st eye brow trimming session... the person recommended that we do waxing... wah... painful sia... n very itchy after that... hahaz.
Hee... i got alot of hair pulled out wor... and it looks neater now... though abit weird... hee...
It's actually nearly 1am alr... but i adjusted the time to 1159pm... i think i'm gonna be sleepy at work tml! 1st day back.. hope it'll be good.
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Swimming + Choc pie
btw, i found my jell-o at j8 ntuc. the liberty market section. wanted to go there yest but nv... should have man. now waiting for my pie to set... i hope it will be nice man.
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
so that's my last paper and finally my freedom is here!!! Sad to say nobody to share it with me... cos most peeps still not done yet... if not can go gai gai today le.... wanted to make chocolate pie but then i cannot find the ingredients... sian.
Anyway, it's yu hong's 2nd b`dae today. i ate so much... oh my god... i am really fat... gained a few kg since sch started! Cham...Yu Hong got a very cool present... a track which runs in a collection centre... where there's a truck to scoop, drop, collect the balls and then return it to the original place... we were all wah-ing away... esp jaydon... wah till so loud... had to coax him to go home after i got quite sian of the thing. hahaz...
So sian... not going anywhere tml... dunno if i going my aunt's hse to stay-over... hahaz... sunday going out with meng meng... then monday start work =s. Hee... my braces tightening is postponed from tml to next sat... so sunday i can dun worry abt feasting le... =)
Meanwhile, it's time to enjoy b4 horrible results come my way.
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
In less than 8 hours time... i need to sleep, eat breakfast and travel to school for my last paper. Managerial econs. I shall not comment more abt the exams... though cm1111 and changing landscapes seems ok... i am not confident. esp for landscapes... cos it's not my area and i nv write much too...
finished preparing my cheatsheet for econs liao... hahaz... can squeeze more things but i dunno what to write le. I hope i can handle the econs paper tml. Be able to do every single qns. Waiting for freedom to arrive. Hee!
Lost soul buried her memories on
1:11 AM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Wow... the weather is just so cold these few days... so shiok to just lie under the covers and sleep... Lost soul buried her memories on
Monday, November 21, 2005
CM1101 is very screwed today... no time to finish + dunno how to do. N i dunno how much is a billion!!! Argh... somemore there's no gauge to tell how u will fare. How how how? I think i'm gonna get damn lousy grades le... n have a very screwed up cap... which i have to live with. =S I need consolation from seniors... like if u feel terrible abt a paper n so do others, ur grade won't be so bad... will it be true? Why isit that when me and all my frens are screwing up things... it doesn't seem that that's the case for the cohort when the overall performance is shown... Haiz... this is just so shitty. Lost soul buried her memories on
Friday, November 18, 2005
well... wat can i say... it's a lost battle... cos i simply forgot everything... if not could have given my essay abit of substance... well... who to blame but myself? It's a battle fought for an hr... and then sitting at the battle field doing nothing... b4 deciding to surrender and leave the battlefield 20 mins before it ended... my very 1st paper in uni and it had to be like that. Lost soul buried her memories on
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
The feeling of December
There's something i like abt december... hee... maybe cos december is the hols period... There are signs to tell that december are here:
1)Rainy and cold weather
2)Cold floor at home
3)Strong wind
4)Christmas lightings at orchard
5)Daytime seems to be darker.
6)Hearing christmas carols everywhere.
7)Writing christmas cards
8)Seeing log cakes in bakeries
9)Seeing turkey in supermarkets
10)Receiving christmas catalouge
11)Feeling the joyous spirit in the air when u walk along orchard
These are the few things which contribute to the december feel... n i'll alr feeling it... hee... therefore to me, dec is not just a time period... it's the feel of it that makes me like it. This december, most of my time will be spent in stb... can see xmas lights when i knock off and walk back to the train station... hahaz... i'll most prob be freezing most of the time as i'll be stuck in the aircon office with rain falling outside. Hopefully it won't rain on my 1st morning to work! Heh.
May everyone have a great december.
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Anyway, instead of wishing for more time to study for the exams, i'm wishing for time to pass faster so that the exams will end! This is such a drastic change in attitude... I am really hating this shit!
Haiz... Went to collect cm1111 test paper n lab report today... they nv return me my crystals! =(
I can't help feeling that this exam is gonna be a shitty one... i hope i'm wrong... but i think i'm right. Bye bye honours... sobs
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Chinese Tradition + temp at stb again
Wat to do... it's now to pick up the broken pieces and move on. I still got 4 very impt fights to put up. N i gotta win them!
Anyway, yazid called me last fri... and then yest to confirm my temp assignment. Was not really going to be v active in looking for a job this time round la... cos it's only a month... i wanna play also... but seems like there's not much playing progs lined up... so it's better to work than sitting home and rot.
So will be working at stb from the 28th nov to 30 dec! Except for the week that i'm away for harmoc camp... meng will come in... hee... Aiyoh... means my hols gone le... like starting work right after my exams end. Actually v lucky to have found a job la... considerin that it's hard to find a job for only a month... somemore it's an admin job... even harder.
But i'm kinda sian also... cos there's no sense of excitement... ahahz.. typical working routine= wake up at 7 plus, shower, breakfast and then take train to orchard... change bus and then reach stb at ard 9. Lunch at 1pm... knock off at 6.30... reach home is night time le... n it's 5 day work wk! Hahaz... i alr used to having a 4 day wk le... lols... n my days were typically shorter in school.
Well overall i shld still count my blessings that i am able to get a job ba.
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
4.30pm today shall mark the end of all the grievances i have towards this module called chinese tradition, module code CH2291. Haiz...
I'm like so freaking scared now... got the sinking feeling in my throat and stomach... omg! I dun think i ever felt so anxious over a paper. Or had i? I think the last time i felt like this was the day of getting A levels result? Oh man... one paper is giving me such great truma.
I tried wat i can to prepare... though i won't dare to say that i've given my best. C grade is all i need to get an S, but yet it seems so far away. Can i win this game?
Lost soul buried her memories on
11:04 AM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Went woodlands library with meng yesterday to study... since i kept falling asleep at home! Initially plan to meet at like 10am... to go chop a seat when the library opens. Woke up at 815am but feeling so sleepy man... cos slept at nearly 3am the night before... so i sms meng, asked her to meet at a later time. in the end slept till1045 bah... Lost soul buried her memories on
Monday, November 14, 2005
Haiz... i'm sure everyone's plagued by the exam stress right now... n i have to shoot myself in the leg by taking this module called chinese tradition... i really promise that i shall be better to myself and not make such stupid choices again... Read thru part I of the notes and i dun understand a single thing! Bet it won't make any diff even if i read them 10 times. Though the qns was partially revealed, i dunno how to ans the partial question at all! I am like so dead. Lost soul buried her memories on
Thursday, November 10, 2005
So today is officially the last day of lessons... Reading week commences tml. But then i still had lab today... did spectroscopy and have a LONG lab report due next wed... n i have to travel all the way to school to hand in. What the heck! I can't believe we all spend $3000 bucks per sem and this is wat we get? Quality Education? NUS top 20 uni in the world? Lost soul buried her memories on
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Lost soul buried her memories on
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Finally got my swim this morning! Heh... love sleeping at yck complex... got the resort feel... but the pool kinda crowded though... so many kids learning swimming. So shuang man... looking at the weather now... it would be so nice to soak urself in the pool and slack! Wah! My mum and neighbour went to their fren's hse to play mahjong.... a condo at simei... my mum asked me wanna go anot... can go swimming... hahaz... but then... just swam in the morn... n based on experience, i dun like waiting for pple to finish mahjong game! So long! N if i wanna go home myself... it's like so far. Went to sleep till 3 plus when i came back from swimming. n then leh... wanna go downstairs eat wanton mee... but the stall closed le... haiz... so i decided to cook omelette with sauage, cheese and ham but then the stove ran out of gas! Sian... in the end gotta use the microwave... boo... Anyway, i am addicted to coke again... n somemore i like to drink w/o ice wor... drink from the can... even more concentrated... no good man. Thus more than 1/2 the day is gone n i have yet to study... sianz... may the exams go away quickly w/o me in despair... then my fav dec is here. Time passes so far ar.... last dec really feels like yest... it was a great dec n i wonder how this yr's one will be like. Tighten braces tml again... sian... i dislike dental visits. Lost soul buried her memories on
Friday, November 04, 2005
Wonder if i should pack my books and go somewhere else to study? But where? Central library in school is good... but sch's so far! So far all these years, have been studying at home.. can't really concentrate outside... n when i can't focus at home, i can do other things, whereas if i'm outside, i'll just waste my time and effort. But then lately lehz...at home i keep sleeping lehz...afternoon was reading chem text and then i just decided to sleep. Rain in the morning spoilt my swimming plans with sheen and kar boon. N sleepy me continued sleeping till 10 plus... went back for econs review session just now... so leh chey to go all the way to school just for one lesson and to make things worse... the pple are so noisy! As all the LTs are booked, we went to the dinning hall... a really nice place for dinning sia... but not for lessons... hahaz... N when u look out of the window, the sky is really beautiful! N then there's sunset when i see the sky in hues of blue and orange. Was really hungry by the time lesson end man. Din really had lunch and nv had dinner... it was like 8 plus liao wor.... went j8 to eat mos burger... ebi rice... n by the time i reached home... my 9 o clock show finished liaoz... haiz... missed last episode again! Last time was cos of harmoc... now harmoc end liao still like dat! Anyway, was watching madagascar with my 2 yr old neighbour jaydon just now... Only watched for 30 mins though... he was v excited n keep wanting to make comments to the pple watching with him. But i was the only one other than him watching la... Then he kept calling me mummy... only to realised that i'm not his mummy! Then he corrected himself n called me ni cheh cheh... hahaz Planning to swim at yck tml morn. Hoping that it won't rain man! Pls pls... maybe i should pack my book along ar? Go amk library study... but doubt i'll do that. Hahaz. Lost soul buried her memories on
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Studying at Woodlands Lib + Swensens ice cream buffet
By the time i went downstairs to eat breakfast, shower and pack my things, it was 12 plus liao... then i left the house... reached woodlands at 1.20pm... hehe... then went to find a seat in the library... but then all the tables taken up.. so went to cafe galilee... hehe... sat at the table till like evening time... then shifted to the sofa... i spent like more than 6 hrs looking thru all the tutorials for cm1101... hmmm... on one hand felt that it's a good trip as i studied instead of sleep... on the other hand, feel like i nv do much? Yep... only left the library at like8pm.. then go for dinner... v tired by the time i got home... nv study liaoz...
Today went to sch to hand in lab report. for cm1101... wanna go take back the test paper and lab report for cm1111 too... but not ready... haiz... Hee... so after that it's lunch at science canteen with toot and meng... hehe... meng came cos she wanna go eat the swensens ice cream. Bel joined us after that and ate her tao suan.
After that me meng n bel went holland v swensens to eat students ice cream buffet. $5.75 inclusive of GST and it comes with a glass of coke. Hehe... ate till kinda sick lor... had 8 scoops.
1)Sticky Chewy Chocolate
2)Sticky Chewy Chocolate
3)Chocolate Freckles
4)Lime Sherbet
5)Cookies and Cream
6)Sticky Chewy Chocolate
7)Orange Sherbet
8)Lime Sherbet
Left swensens at ard 6.30pm... then it started to rain heavily... Kns... took bel to the busstop to take 95 and i decided to take 74 home. Wrong choice man! I was like wet from the rain... all the things in my bag kenna wet lor.. handphone sock, book, notes... argh! Then as i drank 2 glassed of coke, i needed to pee v badly while on the bus lor! Felt the need to pee when the bus was at clementi... then it got v bad when i'm at ngee ann poly! Such a horrible feeling. Somemore i dun see any signs of toilets along the way! Grrrr!!! N at every traffic light the bus must stop. I really wanted to curse out loud man. In the end it got so bad that i "surrendered" at amk central busstop... to use the toilet at macs... it must have been really bad cos my knees felt really weak after that man. After i managed to eased myself... i walked home from amk central...
So the whole day has been like that... no studying done. Sucks. Wondering if i should go somewhere to study tml... hmmm....
Hee... wanted to post some pics taken at the lib yest n swensens today... but send mms need money la... hee... so a boring post w/o pics.
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Stressed is the word
Changing landscapes isn't any better... my essay skills suck... project get C... nv S/U... i am like dead meat for this module alr... scared that i can't even manage a C... or worse still fail it! But then i sure things can be better if i put in more effort for this... unlike chinese tradition which is hopeless. Or so i hope!
Then come my 2 chem modules and Biz managerial econs. These 3 mods are ok so far in terms of understanding and thus i hope to score in them. However i think somehow it's kinda ambitious for me to aim for As for these modules? CM1101, though concepts are easy to grasp, i fluncked both of the tests... sighs... n lab reports aren't fetching in good grades either. CM1111, my concepts aren't that strong, tutorial always so many qns dunno how to do. Lab reports did ok so far... hope the last lab report can fetch a good grade. Biz econs is managable cos taken econs at A levels b4... but then the qns in Homework II had been stumbled and i'm worried! Somemore it's not only how i do, but how others do too. WIth so many people who are far better than me, how am i going to secure an A?
And i think it's gonna be damn sad n demoralising if i dun get any As given that chinese n changing landscapes are quite gone case.. cos this will mean a cap that can't qualify for honors. Sighs....
Shall i go swimming tml? I'm thinking that it's kinda 'waste time' but then some exercise should do good too.
I am stressed... even more so than the A levels... 12 more days....
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
End of the Sem- $3000 just like dat.
Anyways, i won't say i dislike uni life... just that things aren't great lately and thus i'm not so positive abt it... Of cos there's great things that happened too... like meeting great frens from nemo. n having a great econs grp. Exams coming... i think my arts modules are gonna screw things up! I wanna do honors de leh... but somehow i think i won't be able to make it... sigh... n to add on, i don't think my chem n econs grade will be that great too! How? Sad man.
Hmmm... Show u guys some pics of my econs grp.
Taken on the day before our 1st case presentation!
During last tutorial. These 2 pics look so funny.
Top row: Our leader Da Xiang, Shi Hui, Xiao Ci, Me.
Bottom Row: That jeffery act cool, econs expert chun siang and wei jing, adrian and our TA Mr Yong, stand there look so out of place!
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
Yummy!
Don't they just look so yummy? Picture and info courtesy of Pet. U can find them at the alleybar... tucked away between emerald place and centrepoint... Ard $15 bucks... ex i noe... but anyone wanna splurge after the exams? Cos they just look so delicious that i'm gonna let my tongue taste them!
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-
freedom
is the state
of mind,
too bad
mine is locked-